Waiting.....wondering......wishing

I haven't been on here for a while now because I haven't heard anything from our worker. She has been on vacation for 3 weeks so I'm praying that she gets back to us soon. "Be still in the presence of the Lord and wait patiently for Him" I want God's perfect plan, not just His good plan because I'm impatient and begging Him to act, so He does. I WANT PERFECTION that is why I'm willing to wait and pray................

This week has been thought provoking for me. I say God can do the impossible, but do I really believe it? That is what I thought about this crazy "back to work" week. Let me explain.......I have two special friends who got a phone call one day asking them if they wanted to adopt their soon to be baby. Two perfect children, two happy families, two true miracles from the Lord. Jimmy one day said, "Maybe that will happen to us, Michele!" I said, "That would be nice, but............" Thats where my faith ended....I threw up a hey God "that would be nice" prayer, not thinking it would ever happen.....Faithless......I tell people, sing and pray, that God can move mountains, but this mountain was too heavy, even for God.

That brings us to this week. I got a call several times this summer from a dear friend, but we kept playing phone tag. I finally got a hold of her and she said that she had something to tell me, but she thinks it might fall through. OK....She got a call from someone over the summer asking her if she wanted to adopt a boy who would be born in November. <<<>>> But then she said that if she didn't, she would refer her to us!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD YOU ARE AMAZING! I asked a few questions, but then she said that it will probably fall through and that she doesnt know any more information. Ok..........I calmly said, well keep us in mind if the situation comes up...........

God smiled at me and said, "Faith is believing in miracles that you don't see" I said I was so sorry that I doubted in Him and have been thinking of this since.......He can move mountains and His plan is perfect. Although the plan may not go through, he showed me that He can do anything...We were so close.....My God can move mountains and my job now is to be still and wait patiently for His perfect plan.........What miracle are you praying for today? Do you really believe that God can move this mountain? Praying He does